Woman are complicated

All the way the boys run and play just make me want to join.
yOU CRAP.
I'm a girl. I'm not as free as them. I have lots of things to be protected.
Me and another girl mostly are so complicated in almost every aspect of this knotty life. I do unconsciously think about how do i looked in every 5 steps i walk. I will always stop at least for 1/10 seconds everytime there's a car parking just to look at the window and check do i still look as proper as i want or nah. Then if i looked different or there's something wrong, we will feel anxious bcs we don't want anyone who walks and sees us think that we are not that good.
I can't lie and i admit it that's me. Complicated, but that's fine and fun.
Thankfully, it's not happening to all women in this world. Every single morning before we go to college some girls do overthink about how they look actually. Some of them including me need 30 minutes to prepare the clothes that we'll wear because we don't want people to think that we do always wear the same clothes.
Perhaps, true beauty doesn't appear from our outer, but beauty comes from within. Besides, don't even ignore your appearances because that's still important anyway :)
For some people, appearances is more important than attitude. I can't against it because every one has their own perspective.
I think, the way you characterize yourself is much more important than the way you attire yourself. That is.